alas. remove thy shoes and enter. please keep trampling to a minimum. there is a trampoline room.

yes that i am. everything is fine in my life. im finally living in sequoyah hills in the apartment i want to be in. i have an awesome roommate. school has started, its giving me a routine. something i love. im taking philosophy english and theatre classes. im beginning to realize what i want to spend the rest of my life doing. i have an awesome fiance and amazing friends. wonderful job and im feeling wonderful about myself.
one problem.
jesus. ive gotten away from him in the past few weeks. and i may be content with my worldly life. but spiritually i feel starved. i need god more than ever and more than anything. he is my source of happiness and he has blessed me more than i could ever imagine. he's blessed me with david, his family, school, my family, everything i could ever imagine. why cant i be faithful to him? give myself to him daily? i know its something i need to pray about, but im the stereotypical "i dont have time" girl. im just a plain jane who makes excuses. lame.
i do have time. i just spend it doing meaningless things that shouldnt occupy my time. i feel that this semester im finally taking classes i want to take, what interests me. reading writing and music thats what i love. and thats what im going to get to do. i love to think and reflect. and all my courses challenge me in that.
but im still neglecting jesus. so if you pray and feel inclined to, please pray for me and my relationship with christ. for consistent commitment to him. he is so deserving and i cannot fathom it.
i love you jesus.
thank you so much for everything. its all such a blessing.
praise you.

be the moon...reflect the son...something i need to do